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Tuco’s Vision

Tuco thought about his life
considered his quest, warmed himself
in the gray morning air as his saddled up
as he bound the trappings of his life
to the pack horse
as he lifted all of his hope
onto the back of his paint

He thought about the smoke
drifting up from countless evening fires
the conversations he’d held with himself
with his horse, any stray
man or beast that wondered into camp

Tuco built up his life
painted each bright moment
in his mind while watching this new horizon
where there were cold clouds
low, dewy, close in, no view
no room to move, to plan
to see ahead, to know what’s coming

He remembered the last time
this fell upon him
and how, in that fog, he found
the last time he knew joy
in the unknowing, in the anticipation

And he remembered Arlu’s words
“I don’t feel that way anymore”
as she turned, as she turned away

And he thought how
some women you’ll always love
no matter what they do

He turned the paint toward the fog
moved on, moved into his unmarked trail
a trail with no view, no room to move, to plan
to see ahead, to know what’s coming.

   
RD Savage
04/16/94
© 1994

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